Self Searching

                 People might find this thing crazy but for me until now my self is still the biggest obstacle in my life. It hurts that I can't love myself. It's like a lot of things in me is missing and that I wasn't able to develop myself in a beautiful way that I want it to be. I feel like there's something more that I'll be able to be than what I am now. How will I be able to overcome this? I hope someone or anyone out there can help me find myself.


credits to: http://blogs.warwick.ac.uk/oliviavannieuwenhuizen/gallerydetail/some_old_paintings_of_mine/?imageNum=2 for the painting.

Plans

Last week I’ve been well organized, but now things are running out of control. Time is the biggest enemy of planning. Because sometimes you overjoyed doing something like surfing the internet or hanging out, etc. At first I thought that I should never plan the days because it mostly doesn’t happen according to plan. I’ve already tried the hourly plan for the day but it did not worked. I even had the listing of what to do for the day or even for a week, but it did not, I mean not all the listed happened.

You simply just cannot predict the future. Well, you can plan and plan, but you’ll never know what will happen the day or time you planned it. Anyway at least now you can organize things but you should always remember that random things can happen. Impossible can become possible and expect the unexpected. Those sayings are for real, PROVEN!